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Memoirs of the Good Wife ~ Wisdom

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Apa yang terjadi, sebenarnya ada hikmahnya
Kalau ini tak terjadi, mungkin aku tak sedar akan engkau memerlukan perhatian seorang isteri,
Sedangkan daun jatuh pun atas kehendak Allah, apakan lagi hati mu bila ia tergerak untuk mencari dia...
Allah mengaturkan segalanya, apalagi jodoh, pertemuan dengan orang yang tak tertentu, perasaan yang tak menentu...
Cinta yang turun naik…. Allah selalu meletakan sesuaty hikmah nya dalam segala sesuatu.
Everything happens for a reason…

In my case, aku percaya, it is to change me and make me a better person.

Memoirs of the Good Wife ~ Lovey

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What have I been up to lately?
Well, things got so much better at home.. Alhamdullilah...Alhamdullilah…Alhamdullilah…
I am calmer, my appetite to eat has returned....
Though the hurtful topic comes up now and then, I believe, he knows I love him very much and how I wanna save my marriage and have changed myself to ensure he is happy and he is number 1 is my life after Allah and Rasullulah….
I believe I have done my best to let him know, how it is hard for me to accept polygamy, and how much I love him and need him in my life, together with the kids.
I believe he loves me, even stronger now, and he is happy with how I am taking care of him… we are stronger as a couple, and we share our emotions more now.  More hugs, more kisses, more holdings hands…..
I know, he still hopes for what he dreams of which is to have me and her at the same time, but maybe he knows, chances are slim…
I thank Allah that she is quiet and perhaps not the least bit interested; I hope. Her silence is scary and is unknow…